Why do this at all? That’s the question that’s been keeping me away for so long now.
We started this blog so that I could reach out to other women and tell them a life like mine is possible. That it’s possible to feel completely a woman when she’s with somebody who is completely a man.
I’m told that a lot of women read this blog. I only wish you reached out to us more. 🙂 Instead, I get fan mail and random propositions from random men (so-called) or we meet couples where the woman can’t open up because she can’t break away from the image she’s spent years fabricating for the man she’s with.
Honestly, I’ve just wanted to shut the whole blog down for the last couple of months. But something holds me back. And it struck me this morning – it’s because there are women out there who we still have to reach out to. Women who need to be told that they don’t have to settle for something-like-a-relationship with something-like-a-man because their lives can be so much more. That includes hardnrough2002 of course, but through him, a glimpse of a world and a state of being so different and so much more wonderful than anything they’ve ever laid eyes on or felt.
I’ve been given a chance to be in that world. And how ungrateful I would be to turn my back on all of you and the person I was before
took me under his wing – alone, scared and just basically winging it because there was nobody there to tell me what to do. Nobody I could simply turn to and ask – What do I do now?
I must keep writing so that I can tell you that it’s possible to firmly grasp something real. And to remind myself of my journey up to this point and the long way I still have to go.
So, for the benefit of all my female readers – and hopefully to get more of them to overcome their shyness and talk to me 🙂 – you can also find us on spreadyourlegsformymaster.tumblr.com. That’s where I’ll be posting from now on about things I feel the women reading this blog are most inquisitive about – my relationship with
hardnrough2002, the experience of sharing your man (or rather the idea of your man) with other women, my education in submission & surrender and the like. You’ll also see a lot of reblogged photos of the kind of stuff hardnrough2002 and I like in bed, my fantasies and his. 🙂
I’ll keep posting on MumbaiDoggingBitch too, although I don’t know yet with what frequency. So do keep checking in here if you don’t want to miss anything!
To all my male readers – I can’t stop you from reading the blogs, but I have zero interest in interacting with you or hearing your praise. So please stop writing to me. If you must express your gratitude, tell more women about us!